I learnt many things about life and it makes me brave, especially about love. Honestly, even it was hurt but all that was part of life of a human being. I still finding who is myself and why I still breathing in the biggest world that we all knew that there was no ending. I found the answer of why I still breathing, the answer was I still breathing because Him. He gave me everything. I stay healthy because of Him. I thank to Him everyday and I knew He never bored to hear the prayer of a His servant. I always prayers to Him to show me the guidance and the truth about love and finally, I got the answer. He answer my prayers and I knew He will because He love me. Allah s.w.t show me the truth things about him, he didn't like someone advice him about his mistakes and I still wonder why he not told me the truth about it. Why must someone told me about what you exactly you wanted to say. Why? I like person who could tell me the truth and told me directly not used anyone to tell me the truth, that was mean you're not gentleman. I felt stupid love you and before this I keep sent you a message, I didn't know why I did that. After someone told me the truth that you're actually sensitive to talk about it, I didn't know what actually I felt that could be said, mixed feeling. I felt hurt much more than you did to me before. I wasted my time cried for you but you never noticed it. What I only could say, goodluck for your future and I hope you will find someone that could understand you more than me. I reliased that he actually didn't have any future plans so, why must I waste my time for you him? I would be stupid if I wait for him. I could feel that he could not give me a beautiful future life. I tried many times to forget him but it did not work but now even it hurts I have to force myself to did it because I wanted to move on. It is the time to let him go away from my life, forever and ever. After this, there was no stalk you, I would stand by my own self and I knew this was the biggest decision that I made and I would never regret to lost you from my life. What I only could say, Goodbye Sweetheart you changed my life and I'm getting more stronger than before. I hope you will enjoy you're life and Goodbye.............
" I'm happy to know you. I will never forget you because of you, I had amazing history life and because of you, I'm strong. Thank You Sweetheart ".