"Words never can describe myself'"Everyone have their own habit to judge people including myself. We're like born in the "Word Machine" and the machine of course will be our mouth. By using our mouth, we're actually can create something weather is it a good things or behide of it. Maybe we can judge them by say them "you're ugly" but do you think that she/ he will accept it even they looked nerd but you cannot judge them by their appeareance. Some of them, they will looked nerd and ugly at school because of something that they wanted to hide from us and maybe by judging them, they will be become more stronger than you're not going to expect what will happen after this. I will not to be suprise that if someone who looks ugly and nerd become beautiful and more gorgeous than the hottest girls in the school because we're do not know what actually the story behide their appearance. Honestly, I just done this before. I will wear something that people will look at me "She is ugly and she do not know even about fashion", for me it is just make my stronger. I will wear something that can show real myself and I'm not scared of judging cause that is life. We cannot run from this things.
Futhermore, you will look at me every morning with my smile but behide the smile there was a lot of story that I cannot tell anyone but only me and God know it. Secrect must be kept safely. Before I slept I will cry. Cried for my sin, for my wrongs, for my life, for myself , for my future and of course for them I love so much, for my parents. However, I will always try to forget the person that I like from I was 12 years old until now but I still failed to forget it. Sometimes, before I slept I will cry for what actually I've been done, I felt stupid of loved him and I started to learn something that love actually cannot be trusted in this ages. I will try my best to forget about him as possible as I can. I just afraid of something, if let say one day he will say
"I like you" and on that time I will do not have any feeling for him but actually, that will be the time that I've been wait it just arrived but on that time there's nothing to say cause it's already too late. Last but not least, there's will be only my future, my parents and myself to run this world. So, only this for today. I think I just wrote something great tonight before I go to sleep. Have a good day, goodnight and Assalamualaikum.