Why don't you just asked her. I am tired to see all of your drama with her. I knew you had a feeling on her. Why don't you try? I bet she would say "Yes. I do!" but that time what only I could feel, you just killed my life. I knew I'm not interested to you. I knew I couldn't make you love me even I tried so hard. Right now, what only I could say to you, "I am give up of trying. I hope someday you wouldn't regret of what you did to me. I am not the same girl that you knew. I'm give up. I must moved on from this". I knew this is hard to say goodbye but that was the way that only I could do to erase your name and your life from my life. I have a lot of things to plan, someday I would come back I hope on that time you're happy with the only girl that could make you happy all the time. I knew if I compare myself with her, I would lost because she was a pretty, beautiful, adorable, cute, smart, fashionable, funny and kind. I am not told you that I didn't have all that she has but some of that I didn't have on myself. Seriously, I have to tell you that actually because of you I felt like I want to go somewhere and come back with a new brand of myself and I bet on that time, I only saw you just an ordinary guy that I never knew and I don't think so I had been talked to you before in my life. Last but not least, go grab her before it's too late and I am happy if you're happy. Don't worry I would make it "we" never happened. Oh, sweetheart right now I really felt the calm in my life and there's nothing that I hold before something that was really thigh and now I really don't care about you anymore. Goodbye crush...