Friday, 28 December 2012

Worst Ever!!



Assalamualaikum,
Good Evening people! Well, actuallly I'm really tired today my mood just gone from yesterday after I went back home from Tennis training cause yesterday was my worst training ever.I still can't believe that I played like a stupid player that I played was liked I didn't have any basic of tennis.I feel stress,bullishit,frusterated and stupid!!! Worst feeling ever, I wanted to scream but I don't know where I can release the feelin, Ya Allah! I felt want to cry the whole day but I can't cause my cousins in the house so, I only can smile but actually I'm not. Tomorrow, I have to attend the training and this time .................... Ohhh, seriously I'm speechless cause I don't know why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really wanted to write a lot about this but I can't describe what I feel right now.Fact is, only tennis and SPM can change my year on 2013. I want my parents just staying back and watching me shine! Only that can make me happy, I'll make sure I'll unrequited revenge 2013. I will not let anyone get more than what I'll get on 2013.Even, I have to meet my own sister on the final but the gold medal belongs to me.The revenge just started!!!!

All my story based on my own experience and from my deep heart.I hate to copy other's statement and I won't do that cause Allah s.w.t already give me a good brain to think and of course I need to use it well. 
-Nurul Asyiqin Mohamed-