Sometime I am happy he already taken for someone who much better than I am. She is clever, beautiful and hot girl. I admit that I not comparable to her. She has everything-everyone likes her very much. Who doesn't want a girl like her compare to me. Glad I already finished my school time so, I couldn't to see them together with my eyes. Facts, sometime I got jealous when I saw them together even just a pieces of picture at twitter. Sometime I felt that she stole him from me but when I think about it back "Why must I wait for someone who just hurt myself many times? Why must I waste my teardrops for someone who never appreciate me well like I always do. I'm waiting for him such a long time but he never saw my effort to get close to him even just be a friend? What a stupid myself!!!!!". I didn't want to give a broken heart for .. I also didn't know how many times I broke my heart for a same person. I am such an idiot, still gave a hope to someone who always ignored me. I was really excited to leave where I am actually I live now because I wanted to start a new life and maybe I would become someone that people who knew me never expect that I would do that. Sometime, I got tired to live in this world with the hypocrite people. I must change before it's too late........
" I should have never let myself get my hopes up. Because in the end, hope is the one who screws me over. It gives me all these dreams of how things could be, and then, just like that, they get taken away from you. Yes, hope is the real cause of all my heartbraek. That was hurt the most "