Words.

"Words never can describe myself'"

Everyone have their own habit to judge people including myself. We're like born in the "Word Machine" and the machine of course will be  our mouth. By using our mouth, we're actually can create something weather is it a good things or behide of it. Maybe we can judge them by say them "you're ugly" but do you think that she/ he will accept it even they looked nerd but you cannot judge them by their appeareance. Some of them, they will looked nerd and ugly at school because of something that they wanted to hide from us and maybe by judging them, they will be become more stronger than you're not going to expect what will happen after this. I will not to be suprise that if someone who looks ugly and nerd become beautiful and more gorgeous than the hottest girls in the school because we're do not know what actually the story behide their appearance. Honestly, I just done this before. I will wear something that people will look at me "She is ugly and she do not know even about fashion", for me it is just make my stronger. I will wear something that can show real myself and I'm not scared of judging cause that is life. We cannot  run from this things.
Futhermore, you will look at me every morning with my smile but behide the smile there was a lot of story that I cannot tell anyone but only me and God know it. Secrect must be kept safely. Before I slept I will cry. Cried for my sin, for my wrongs, for my life, for myself , for my future and of course for them I love so much, for my parents. However, I will always try to forget the person that I like from I was 12 years old until now but I still failed to forget it. Sometimes, before I slept I will cry for what actually I've been done, I felt stupid of loved him and I started to learn something that love actually cannot be trusted in this ages. I will try my best to forget about him as possible as I can. I just afraid of something, if let say one day he will say
"I like you" and on that time I will do not have any feeling for him but actually, that will be the time that I've been wait it just arrived but on that time there's nothing to say cause it's already too late. Last but not least, there's will be only my future, my parents and myself to run this world. So, only this for today. I think I just wrote something great tonight before I go to sleep. Have a good day, goodnight and Assalamualaikum.

Never look back.

Hello, Good Morning everyone!! So, I just only another 10 minutes to go. Honestly, I just try to learn my Economy subject and it was amazing, I cannot believe that I can study this subject because actually I dislike about this subject cause I'm not the a success student in reading. By the way, even only 10 percent the topic that I leartn just now, it's almost done it's brought me to study more and more cause you like what I said on my lastest post that all about future like and my parents.Suddenly, I disappointed myself that I keep blaming myself like if I study hard before, I can get what I really what as  you all know Straight A's. I feel stupid abut I could not go back to my past but, I still have I chance to learnt from my past. Know I could tell you that I got 10 percent confident to get a Straight A's so, In Shaa Allah I would share with  you the right method that you should try when you're study, and now I knew what is meaning of "Study Smart". Last but not least, I hope you're a very good time and have fun with you life. So, I have go . See ya!!! Assalamualaikum and byee.

"I'll never stop dreaming that one day we can be a real family, together, all of us laughing and talking, loving and understanding, not looking at the past but only to the future."

Before it's too late

Hello there! I hope you guys in a good health. By the way, I'm actually nervous and afraid and scared too, to face the Trials Examination that will be held on August 27th, 2013. Honestly, I have my own objective about this, that is I don't want to break my parents heart again and In Shaa Allah I will study smart maybe study hard also as possible I can cause I don't want to make any mistake again and again. I'm tired of this, sometimes I feel like I just want to give up but my sweetheart, Safrina left her word for us before she passed away "Stop being such a cry baby and pick yourself back up soldier cause the war isn't over yet". I will bring this word everywhere because she's the one who always give me inspiration about life. She's amazing and beautiful and pretty, even she already get back to Allah s.w.t but my memories with her still fresh. She always make everyone happy even actually she is not. Actually my cheeck just wet with tears. I cannot talk about her, she is too perfect for me and I always prays she will be in heaven now and of course right she's waiting for us. So, let's go back to the story. I have weakness that people never about that even my close friend and I know everyone have their own weakness right? So, my weakness is I cannot hear anyone talk or discuss about future cause It will bring to something. I can feel sadness, angry, disappointed and more  that is all relate to future at the same time. I'm speechless and I feel worst without any reasons. Futhermore, I'm still lost my confident about SPM sometimes. I'm afraid If I cannot archive what I really want, I just need a straight A's. I don't care what type of "A" actually, I just want an "A" that's all. I' afraid that I still cannot give my parents a good present and is good result. Yes, maybe people say that "If you get a good result you will be the first person who are really happy for that and you will try and try until the war is over" but I'm not, I just want to be the last person who feel happy about my result after my parents proud me. I just need a good result, I want to make them proud of me and I want to pay back their money with my result, MY GOOD RESULT!!! I don't want to see my parents cry because I still don't get want they want from me especially my mother. I want she's the first person who feel proud of me. I want my sister make me as their role model. I just want that. There's no more happiness then make my parents happy. In Shaa Allah, I'll try my best to get what I want and I want to make them suprise with my good result cause my father said " I just want 75 an above cause I know you cannot even archive an straight A's". I want to make sure my weakness will be my strength. I want to make something magical that they actually don't not expect that I can get it. I believe in Allah s.w.t and only Him can help me. Allahukhbar!!! It's never too late to change the faith as long as I work hard for it. So, I think only this fir today so goodnight to all for you and Assalamualaikum to all muslim. 

"Sometimes Allah will give us a present that we never expect tha we can get it, Allah's magical Most Powerful and there's no one can beat Him. Allahukhbar!!"

Never Fails.....

Middle of midnight with song that describe you personally and people never know that. So, I'm still here still wake up and I still can breath like usually, Alhamdulillah. To countinue the story that actually I want to tell you is of course about someone who I fall in love many time on him, hahaha. Lately, we're DM-ing 

(Twitter : Direct Message). Honestly, I'm not a desprete type, if he doesn't like me is okay but I want to be his friend before my senior year burn and on that time I will cry only because we still doesn't have any live conversation since we're 12 years old, that is sad. Actually, I fall in love on him for the third time and I don't know why he still can enter my heart even I just promise that I don't want to keep thinking about this anymore but it just happened so I couldn't do anything, just watch what will happen next. Now, I can see he looks at me that is good respond from him instead of he doesn't give me any respond at least he makes me smile everyday even we still doesn't have any live conversation yet, soon In Shaa Allah. I want he start the conversation first but I don't think so it will happen, I don't know why I still keep thinking about this I meant a "Negative Thinking". By the way, he still doesn't have anything to do yet after SPM and I really hope he will thing about future before SPM or Trials starts. As a friend I don't what to see him jobless, that will be more sad okay. So, I shold to go cause now is the Ramadhan month so, I have to get enough sleep if not I will tired easy ang of course I will sleep tomorrow's class. Wish and prays for me for Trials that will be held on the end of August and SPM will be held on November 6th, 2013. Goodnight and Assalamualaikum......

Cruel Life!!

Life must be great because it is decorated with feelings and emotion.We can say our life is happy as if it is decorated with colourful fireworks but, when our life turns out to be sad and sorrow, it seems like you have the fireworks, but it does not work at all - does not blow off.

My life must be different than what you guys are having! Ever since 2013 started, I felt like my life was boring until I reached a point where I feel like it is better for me not to live anymore.I have my love which is my family but they seems like does not care me and love me.I have a lot of friends but yet I feel so lonely.I can say my life is like a very flaf music with no climax.A boring song that keeps on playing but no one is intrested to listen to it! I tried to know myself, find myself.Who am I ? I must know myself before I let people to know more about me.

I always sit by my ownself in my bedroom.When everything is so silent, I can only hear the birds chirping and the fan swirls at its own pace.

I want everybody to know what I feel cause I know there out-side many teenage especially girls think the same thing and feel the same feeling so, I decided to shared it even, it is personal things about myself.Be honest, if I tell you how I feel, I don't know what will happen to my life in the future.Crying all night without any reason? I never make  my parents proud, because I know ,my achivements still do not reach their targets or levls that they had set up.It made me wonder- Am I a good daugther to them?

People say that "Every girls has their own beauty but some for them could not see their own beauty"I never believe those words.Why I cannot get a beautiful life like other people have? I am so tired of laughing and crying all by myself!

I have a lot of friends I feel like that they do not need me ar all.Am I alone in every situation? Turn off my handphone, crying and crying and crying as if that is the only way out.Then I asked to myself, "God, why do I feel so lifeless?"

Keep on blaming myself for what had happen.No one believes me.Even if I smile every morning does not mean I am happy.Living without any problem ahead.I am done!!! Thank you for reading.

What a very good start ♥

Assalamualaikum,

Hey! Who's your second week 2013? Hope you had a very good start in 2013.So, I've been quite actually not too long time because I was to busy with my daily activity.Well, for you information this week at my school just started kokurikulum activities.Most shocked in this year is, that I never expect I would get higher rank in every club that I had joined.I had been chosen as treasurer of the Red Crescent Society.Futhermore, I also selected a vice-secretary of the Malay Society.Last but not least, I was elected as the Chairman of the Association of Tennis.Honestly, all the rank is totaly outside of my expectations but I always thanks to Allah s.w.t cause maybe this way Allah s.w.t bestow the sustenance.Alhamdulillah ,Allah itu Maha Kaya and Maha Pemurah.As a muslim or as Allah s.w.t's servart maybe sometimes we feel that Allah s.w.t is not fair but actually we're totally wrong and Allah s.w.t always right in every His way.I learnt everything from my past story and maybe because of that we couldn't go back to our past cause our past was like our history and we need a lot of history of ourlife and because in our future In Shaa Allah, Allah s.w.t will give us a children and f course we doesn't want our children be like us.Alhamdulillah, after I got all the rank I feel like I have a lot of responsiblity that must be borne.Only to Allah that I can thank cause without Him maybe I couldn't breath, eat and everything.So, I'm getting tired now so, I think I shall stop here now.In Shaa Allah, if I have a free time, In Shaa Allah I will post more interesting story that all the story based on my own experience and as usual I leave with my own word:

All my story based on my own experience and from my deep heart.I hate to copy other's statement and I won't do that cause Allah s.w.t already give me a good brain to think and of course I need to use it well. 

-Nurul Asyiqin Mohamed-

-Assalamualaikum, Much of love xoxo-

Saddest

Assalamualaikum,

Hey everybody, today I wanted to share story about my friend.I knew her from kindergarden, I still can remember how close we're but the moment we're can be close friend not longer cause she is  clever girl/student so, after UPSR she's countinue her study at MRSM and after that I that I never met her until last year, I met her at my best friend's open house and I didn't realize that actually it would be my last day I could talk with her cause after that pen house she told her mother that she was desprately headache and her mother brought her to hospital and doctor detect that she got something at her brain and more shocked is doctor said something on her brain is actually from she born.She already 3 month in the hospital and last month I'm happy cause she was transfer from ICU to normal wad and last night I got new news that she was transfer back to ICU and more worst is herlife is totally depends to machine.Last evening, I visited her and I can't look at her cause her condition was too critical and started to cry cause she is like my sister we're grow up together even, we're not to close now days but I still need her wake up cause everyone need her back.Seriously, in mylife I'm going to lost my own friend  and I never want her go but what can I do only pray to Allah s.w.t so that she will wake up and will be going back to herlife back.Only this for today Assalamualaikum, Much of love xoxo

All my story based on my own experience and from my deep heart.I hate to copy other's statement and I won't do that cause Allah s.w.t already give me a good brain to think and of course I need to use it well. 

-Nurul Asyiqin Mohamed-

New Year, New Life

Assalamualaikum,

How your New Year celebration? Of course, it was fun and great right? I hope so, hahaa. Well, 2013 just came and 2012 won't come again. Offically, I'm 17 years old! Its unbelievable and seriously, I'm scared to face it cause I never expect that I'm going to "17". I'm getting nervous to face all of this things.Next year, I'm ging to collage then, work all day then, getting married the...... huhh. I hope, my target for trial SPM and SPM is ging to happen!!!!! I want my last year as a high school student will bring me a beautiful moment and I hope I can get a good achivement in study and also in sport too. I'm grown up! What?!!! But, I really thankful to Allah s.w.t cause He always give me chance to change  and Alhamdulillah my years become much more better than before in all because of Him(Allah s.w.t). I have to be  mature in every situation. SPM is really important for me cause it's beggining of my future life.Ayah alwaus said "What we had done before and now is for our future". This time, I won't let my SPM result going to be worst result like my UPSR and PMR's result. Straight A's is my target! I don't care what type of  "A" I will get soon as long as I got an "A".I promised to mama to get the straight A's for my result in trial and SPM. But, of course I want my trial and SPM result only have "A+" and "A" only without "A- and below". I will study smart and study hard to get it! Fisrt chance, to make my parents proud of me and I only want to see my parents smile and cry  because I have a great result. I prayed and cryed to Allah s.w.t all night to get this glory chance.My parents is like my fans , they never tired give me support and I will never make them dissapoint this time! Anyway, good morning and have a graet year. In Shaa Allah, 2013 will be a great year for us! Alhamdulillah

All my story based on my own experience and from my deep heart.I hate to copy other's statement and I won't do that cause Allah s.w.t already give me a good brain to think and of course I need to use it well. 

-Nurul Asyiqin Mohamed-

Gonna Miss You ,2012

Assalamualaikum,

What's up guys? As we all know, today was the last monday and last day in 2012. Seriously, I'm going to miss 2012 so bad and I don't want to leave all my beautiful memories with my family and friends in 2012, the tears, the happinest and all.I still  remember when I walked in 2012 is like I never have any resolution for 2012 cause on that time I frusterated with my PMR's result.When 2012 started, I never expect that I'm going have a beautiful result in my examination and I had a good achivement especially in Tennis sport. 2012 teach me how to think with mature thinking. First time, in mylife I feel that I want something that actually, I can get it before this (I meant before 2012). In this year also I learned a lot of things, I felt broken heart in love....... hahaha. Yes, "Love is blind so, he didn't see me". In this year too, I met my new friends honestly before this I have international friends but we're communicate only through twitter but this year I communicated with them "face to face" .First time, I met them I was nevous and I can feel "butterfly in my stomach" haha.They're so kind and quite funny. We're met at Tennis Academy and on the same time I met him.He's cute and lillte bit handsome boy.I don't know want to say his sister was so beautiful and I think she is freindly cause what I love to smile ,I saw then I smile and she smiled back at me.When, I started to know that his sister was beautiful and I keep playing Taylor Swift unreleased song called "I'd Lie" .This song was totally about him. Well, tomorrow will be our new year and I'm really scared to face 2013 cause I'll be sitting on my big examination that will bring me to my future life and I really hope that I'll have a good achivement in 2013, I really need Allah s.w.t miracle in 2013 cause only Him can help me. In Shaa Allah, everything will be alright. Only one thing that I really want to see is my parents cry only because I get straight A's in my SPM.In  mylife make my parents proud is the most happy things that I really want to feel that feeling.My parents is my asset and nobody can replace them.They're my great teacher and they also my fans without them, maybe I won't a beautiful smile.Thanks to Allah s.w.t cause without Him I can't feel all of what I felt right now.I'm happy with my family now and money can't buy them also the feeling that I feel when I'm with them, they're so expensive things! So, I already told you everything and In Shaa Allah I will share more story about mylife for all of you, Much of love - Nurul Asyiqin binti Mohamed.

All my story based on my own experience and from my deep heart.I hate to copy other's statement and I won't do that cause Allah s.w.t already give me a good brain to think and of course I need to use it well. 

-Nurul Asyiqin Mohamed-

Satisfied

Assalamualaikum,

Afternoon guys! What you doing? Today was last saturday in 2012.Well, I just got home from tennis training.Last night, I watched a lot of tennis video cause I want to brush-up my skill and Alhamdulillah, today's training was getting more better also, my coach separates me from weaker player cause he said "qy you cannot stay we them cause you're qiute strong and your going to stay with the player that is strong like you".Actually, when I was there I got my new name they couldn't call my name properly and they called me "Qy", is a quite funny haha.I though today the coach going to do as usual training but the coach didn't train us like usual in fact, he held a tournament and I was like "what?" but I just okay.By the way, about the guy that I had been told you last night.I was him oftenly today but I looked at him and I just smile only.So, whatever! Guy must come to girl not, girl come to guy. Just wait and see, hahaaha.On last wednesday, I went to a toilet and suddenly I saw his sister you know what, his sister seriously beautiful.Only Allah s.w.t knwow how beautiful she is.Well, I have take a bath and get some rest so, In Shaa Allah tonight if I have a story to tell you I will write it okay. Assalamualaikum and have fun with you last saturday on 2012.

All my story based on my own experience and from my deep heart.I hate to copy other's statement and I won't do that cause Allah s.w.t already give me a good brain to think and of course I need to use it well. 

-Nurul Asyiqin Mohamed-

Love ♥

Assalamualaikum,

Hey we meet again! So, I want to countinue about one of my story/topic that I had been told you and I won't tell you the tittle of that story/topic cause you've to find by yourself, hahaha. Well, its about the same guy that I had been told you.Honestly, this is really sad news from my dad because of that I wanted to share this story with you.My dad told me past 2 days that I will stop training at The Academy on February or March ,2013 and of course I shocked when heard that.Seriously, I am getting love the people from there cause they're so kind unfortunately, we're actually late cause we are just about to know each other.I asked my dad why not we just keep training there until 2013 end.He said that actually, he sent me there only for polish my skill.Ohh, please this is not going to be happen right? Actually, I still want to know about him.Until now, I didn't get any chance to talk ,what else until now I still can't reply his smile back.It's time he smiles you do not want to glance, right already languishing.Am I cruel?? Now I already feel guilty.I hate this feeling, this feeling seriously make me want to cry.I felt guilty because on the first time we met he seriously infront of me but I'm not grab the chance to know him and the second time we met he played tennis infront of me and I watched him played the game and on that time he smiled at me and I still not realized it.Seriously, I'm a foolish girl.He is not handsome boy but he is a cute boy that I had seen ever! Ahrggggggggggggggggggggg!!! By the way, tomorrow I have a training there I hope I can reply his smile back. In Shaa Allah

So, goodnight people and have a sweet dream.

All my story based on my own experience and from my deep heart.I hate to copy other's statement and I won't do that cause Allah s.w.t already give me a good brain to think and of course I need to use it well. 

-Nurul Asyiqin Mohamed-

Worst Ever!!

Assalamualaikum,

Good Evening people! Well, actuallly I'm really tired today my mood just gone from yesterday after I went back home from Tennis training cause yesterday was my worst training ever.I still can't believe that I played like a stupid player that I played was liked I didn't have any basic of tennis.I feel stress,bullishit,frusterated and stupid!!! Worst feeling ever, I wanted to scream but I don't know where I can release the feelin, Ya Allah! I felt want to cry the whole day but I can't cause my cousins in the house so, I only can smile but actually I'm not. Tomorrow, I have to attend the training and this time .................... Ohhh, seriously I'm speechless cause I don't know why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really wanted to write a lot about this but I can't describe what I feel right now.Fact is, only tennis and SPM can change my year on 2013. I want my parents just staying back and watching me shine! Only that can make me happy, I'll make sure I'll unrequited revenge 2013. I will not let anyone get more than what I'll get on 2013.Even, I have to meet my own sister on the final but the gold medal belongs to me.The revenge just started!!!!

All my story based on my own experience and from my deep heart.I hate to copy other's statement and I won't do that cause Allah s.w.t already give me a good brain to think and of course I need to use it well. 

-Nurul Asyiqin Mohamed-

Good Morning

Assalamualaikum and Good Morning people!! Today is Christmast! I'm not going to celebrate festival cause I'm a muslim.So, only one thing that I really really love when Christmast is "Boxing Day" but this thing not going to happen in Malaysia cause all stuff in Malaysia was too expensive.I hope after SPM I can go everywhere.Today's breakfast is a spaggethi and mama cooking is better than all the cooks in the world.Well, next week we're going back to school and honestly I didn't buy anything for school preparation.I hope today we're going somewhere cause I want to buy a lot of things.Of Course, when I'm back to school my friends will say "What happen to your skin, your skin look a little bit dakrer".I just ingore it cause Tennis is everything for me.For next year, maybe I'm not going to join Netball Club cause my parents said
"It's better you in one club that you're really active and you don't need any competition to win the place".For the first time, I didn't want to follow what my parents said but I always think about it I realize that  what my parents said was 100% true.So, only this for todays's morning.Have a nice day people!!

All my story based on my own experience and from my deep heart.I hate to copy other's statement and I won't do that cause Allah s.w.t already give me a good brain to think and of course I need to use it well. 

-Nurul Asyiqin Mohamed-

2013

Assalamualaikum,

Hey people! How's your day? Of course you're busy decorating Christmast Tree right? So well, I'm little bit suprised about next week cause next week we're going back to school and I didn't prepare any preparation for school.Alhadulillah, my preparation for tennis tournament is going to be complete and I really really hope 2013 is my lucky year cause I'm going to sit for my big examination that will determine whether I succeed or not in my life.SPM the beginning of something magical for my future life.In Shaa Allah, if Allah s.w.t heard my prayed all this while maybe, I can get my good result for SPM and I can countinue my study as a Professional Accountant at UiTM Shah Alam.In Shaa Allah, this time I'll give a good result from my parents cause I'm tired do my parents disappointed with my results that very embarrassing them.In Shaa Allah, I'll bring the success for my loves(my parents), without both of them I can't do anything.Only one thing in my life that I really really want to see it, I just want to see my parents proud of me and they cry only because of my beautiful reasult.My target is I want to get straight A's in my trial and in SPM only that!! Is enough, I'm really tired until now my sister always better than me.I never feel much more better than my sister.I don't want people label me like........ I won't give any chance to anyone even, they're my true friends.I have to study hard to get all I want! So, only this for today I hope you will have a beautiful moment for your Christmast and Merry Christmast To all the Christian!!

"sometimes we have to withhold perhaps because at that time we can only help ourselves only"

"All my story based on my own experience and from my deep heart.I hate to copy other's statement and I won't do that cause Allah s.w.t already give me a good brain to think and of course I need to use it well. 

-Nurul Asyiqin Mohamed-

Racist

Assalamualaikum,

Hey bloggie! I'm back again with my new story and this topic/story that I'm going to tell you is all about myself.Since, december 2012 begins I'm getting busy with my tennis training for tournament preparation that to be held on early next year, 2013.So, today I'm not too busy with my training and I decided to write a blog and I spent my whole sunday in my room, I'm surving internet and listening to my playlist that much full of Taylor Swift, Mariah Carey, Whitney Houston and Parachute's songs.Even, my room looked like a lot of rubbish! Whatever what people wants to say, I'll clean it but not now cause the mood will come and I'll clean it only in a few minute.So back to tennis training, I got tired sometimes when I was in the academy cause I must speaking English all the time cause majority of them were international people only two things that I really like it when I was there first is , I can polish my tennis skill of course! and lastly, I can polish my English laguange too. What I hate is, they looked at me when the first time I joined the Academy is like I'm an alien ,I think maybe because I'm wearing a hijab "ohh please,so what just a hijab and nothing different we're same, human" and from that they looked at me and I started to say something to them only in my heart "Sorry, this is my state please don't look at me like that!!!!". Cause they just like rasist,you know what is rasist, is RASIST!!! After they saw me played tennis, I looked at them and their face looked a bit scared and I smile like an evil person.One of them said "You're good player" and I deny it "No (laugh), I'm not I know to play it just a little bit" and she/he/they reply me with a smile.So, I learnt something from that we can't judge someone by what they was wearing in that time even, he/she has a plenty of money, we just same  standard, we breath with the same air.Nobody is perfect only Allah s.w.t.!!! Now, I can see them smile at me and that is good.Anyway, cause I'm really busy with the training is like the whole week and of course my face turned to tan/dark and not to sunburn if, I got sunburn my face was totally dark and now my face not too dark just little dark.So, I just get tired and I need something to release it.Last but not least,keep reading my blog and don't forget to comment cause I really need your commnet if I make a mistake.

"All my story based on my own experience and from my deep heart.I hate to copy other's statement and I won't do that cause Allah s.w.t already give me a good brain to think and of course I need to use it well. Assalamualaikum and Good Night.  " - Nurul Asyiqin Mohamed

"Good Night and Have a sweet dream"

Feeling

“Someday, someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.”

Assamualaikum,

Hey bloggie! How's your holiday?? I hope you've a good holiday.Lately,I'm so busy with my tennis training cause I really need early preparation for next year Tennis Tournament.Actually,I'm little bit tired but its fun cause I've to control my body weight,well you know its holiday!! and the one thing we need it is FOOD! LOL.. So honestly,I'm not going to share abut my training session.Actually,I want to share about someone who are training in the same academy with me and he's a guy and he's one year younger than me.He had more than two years training at the academy and he such a good and talented younger tennis player.Even,we're in the same academy we didn't know each other its funny right cause we both were shy to ask.I still remember the first time we met and the way he shake hands ,meeting my father.While he was talking with my dad, his eyes looked at me with a cute smile.Even though I looked elsewhere, but I noticed it all.I told one of my friend about this,she asked me to smile at him back but how I can't look at him even one second cause his face is cute! Hmm,the second time I met him and he was with his two friends.There're playing at court 11 while,I was watching a games at court 10.They played with a laugh like a small kid who trying to get some attension,I just smile and one of the coach there said to me "if know that they disturb you let me know it cause they a notty boy".The coach is talking and laughing while said it to me,haha .. In Shaa Allah,if we were both destined to get to know each other why not.Anyway, I have feelings towards him but yesteday my sister said that she like him too and I was... What can I do,I still don't know what is actually my feeling to him, it's just a friend or just like him or I really fallin' in love with him.If Allah s.w.t already destined my sister with him I can't stop it and I only can accept it with open arms and I know Allah s.w.t already someone and he much more better him maybe.In Shaa Allah,this story will be countinue with another chapter,just wait.So,only this for today thank you so much for reading my blog.

"All my story based on my own experience and from my deep heart.I hate to copy other's statement and I won't do that cause Allah s.w.t already give me a good brain to think and of course I need to use it well. Assalamualaikum and Good Night.  " - Nurul Asyiqin Mohamed

Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum,

Hi everyone! Today was the day I could feel again how the nervous I am.Today,I took my textbook for my next year at my school.Fact is,I'm so worried since yesterday I read a news at my facebook cause for next year class ,our teachers will do a class change and I'm getting scared cause I think that I'm going to other class which is the class is really, really and really I hate it(sorry to say it).

Thank to Allah s.w.t cause before I went to my school one of friend try to see that the results,I meant which class I'll be going for the next year.She whatsapp me that I'm going to stay at the same class and on that time the only word that I can say is "Alhamdulillah".I'm so happy cause Allah s.w.t hear everything I prayed to Him every-day and every-night.From that, I learnt something "If you want something please and keep prayed to Him(Allah s.w.t) cause only Him can help and save us from anything and everthing even ,your parents is a billionair".Now I believe what my father always said "Don't ask me if you want something, you have to ask Allah s.w.t In Shaa Allah you will get what you want" - My Father

So only this for today, thank you so much for reading my blog and as usual I'll end with my own word;

"All my story based on my own experience and from my deep heart.I hate to copy other's statement and I won't do that cause Allah s.w.t already give me a good brain to think and of course I need to use it well. Assalamualaikum " - Nurul Asyiqin Mohamed

Goodnight

Assalamualaikum,

Hi everyone! How's your day? I hope you have a good day.Today was my tiring day.I think my schedule on school holiday is very strictly more than school day.Every morning I have a tuition and tennis training and sometimes on evening also I have tennis training.I can get my enough rest only on Sunday if I'm not going out anywhere with my family.But,what I can do everything is already paid and the fee is enough expensive.Actually,I just love it cause I can enjoy my time for my last year on 2012 cause on 2013 of course I'll be enough busy with my study.For me 2013 is beginning something magical for my future life and it's really important and I will not have to miss the opportunity that had been significant for me and especially to my parents.So,I'm so sleepy right not I really need enough sleep cause tomorrow everything began.Last but not least,as usual keep reading my blog and I really need criticism from you all so.

"All my story based on my own experience and from my deep heart.I hate to copy other's statement and I won't do that cause Allah s.w.t already give me a good brain to think and of course I need to use it well. Assalamualaikum and Good Night.  " - Nurul Asyiqin Mohamed

"I KNEW YOU WERE TROUBLE" Music Video

Hey Bloggie,

So,I'm back with the lastest new about Taylor Swift! OHH MY SWIFT! Taylor just came out with her new brand music video its call "I Knew You Were Trouble" and its my favourite song in the album called "RED".

 "The song is about being frustrated with yourself because here you are heart-broken and you knew when you first saw that person you saw all these red flags and you just went for it anyway, so shame on me.Fact is,this is the second song for John Mayer after her song called "Dear John" and the necklace that she wore in this video is actually from Jonh Mayer."

Futhermore,I believe that this music video will win "Video Music Award" if "I Knew You Were Trouble" is nominated in the nomination.Last but not least, I leave you with her new music video  "I Knew You Were Trouble"  if you're miss out to watch it.See you later and keep reading my blog,Assalamualaikum.

Have a good Sunday!!

Result

Assalamualaikum,

Hey! So,for your information I love to share and I love to discuss about this if, I got a good result but actually is not.How sad I'm, I feel like lifeless cause I never have a chance to feel how "SUCCESS" is like.

In facts, after I got my PMR's results I immediately put a high resolution on year 2012 cause for me I just got bad results(1A 5B 2C) in PMR even, my parents deny it.My high resolution on year 2012 is I need to start everything back especially in my studies, I don't want to get failed in any subject but actually it's happened.Even, it's happened ONLY TWICE(first, I failed Ecconomy in the Mid-term and second time, I failed Add Maths in the Final Examination) but I will never feel satisfied with my achievement in studies.

As we know,of course parents wanted to know about it cause it's a Final Examination results.So, it's not difficult to check FINAL EXAMINATION RESULTS anymore cause now days we already developed by IT.My parents keep asking me about it and I just said my teacher still not update that website.Until when I wanted to keep the secrect, I don't want my parents hurted only because of my deceit.This is my problem in every year.Last but not least,who is reading my blog especially about this topic please learnt it and don't be like me, I just a stupid daugther.

Only this for today, In Shaa Allah soon I'll write a lot of story and keep reading my blog.

All my story based on my own experience and from my deep heart.I hate to copy other's statement and I won't do that cause Allah s.w.t already give me a good brain to think and of course I need to use it well. Assalamualaikum and Good Night.                                            -Nurul Asyiqin Mohamed-